Sunday, October 16, 2011

It's me, I think

Have you ever taught back on your life and wondered what would have happened if.....
well right now I have come to the conclusion that I would not change anything that has happened to me in the past, for one it's the past, it's time for me to let go, move on and keep my eye on the prize at the end of the race, whatever that may be. I know there are those out there that will not be happy with what I do, but for once I am going to be the one that gets to be happy. I know that in the end not many will be happy with my choices and decisions, but I have to do what I have to do!!!
I graduate in May and from there I go on, where to? I don't know, with who? I am not sure exactly. Things are changing, I can feel it in my bones, and in my heart. Somethings have already changed, while others are slowly changing. There are times when I want to go back to that naive 17 yr old child that walked across that stage almost 20 years ago and tell her to run for the hills!!!! Then there are the days when I wouldn't change a thing because if I did I know that it would be worse than it is now.
There are some people in this world that apparently have to be hit smack in the face before they open their eyes and see what is going on. Well apparently I was one of those. All I can say is foul me once shame on you, foul me twice shame on me but sucker you ain't gonna get a chance to foul me again!!!!


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